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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|10:35 pm] |
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| | The outside world. | ] | Imagine if you were to look in the mirror and all you saw was a giant round blob, with your hands, feet and head attached.
Imagine if this image makes you want to eat utter crap food, even though you know the round ball blob thing will get bigger.
Imagine you have these cravings that are unbearable unless they are fulfilled.
Imagine the next time you look in the mirror you see a monster.
Imagine you cannot see a light at the end of the tunnel and wonder if there is any point.
Imagine you still have a tiny strand of hope that you will be brave enough to overcome this.
Imagine you are told you are a failure and your chosen path is wrong.
Imagine no matter how many good compliments you get the bad ones always stick in your mind.
Imagine an on going fear that the panic attacks are going to come back, that everything is going to collapse in on itself.
Imagine being completely alone and feeling like you're going insane. |
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